Day 89 - Peace-ing Out
- Apr 5th, 2019 at 1:00PM
I haven't been doing anything kenzai this week since Monday. Sorry for going off the rails at the final week. Senioritis hit me hard on top of being at a time when my stress levels are going through the roof, waiting for my offer or continuing my interview process.
I've received one offer today for which I've made a counter offer since the salary was low. However, my dream position is still ongoing (I'm waiting for the next round, although I know I made the cut), and I hope that I will end with that.
I wish I could have ended my Kenzai in top form and feeling great. I am a bundle of nerves and the negative voices in my head got to me.
Now with the offer on the table, I hope I can climb out of this hole I let myself slide into. I've skipped three days of exercise along with terrible food habits. I will actually be re-doing the last week of Kenzai next week, so you all won't get to see the final results, but I wanted to let you know that I am proud of all of you for getting this far. Minor hiccups aren't the end of the world when we make responsible decisions to change our behavior for the better.
I know that without Kenzai keeping me to a schedule at this time, it would have gone a lot worse for me, so thanks for all the love and support.
Maybe we will see eachother in another program someday. Good luck!